Escaping The Thought Of You

I am completely comfortable with wanting you.

Tomorrow is my last day in Jamaica. I have traveled many miles over the years looking for your face. But tonight I realized something interesting. I realized that I was okay – I think I’ve had my fill. I think I have traveled enough to satisfy my curiosity of what it’s like to be in search of you. I realized that I didn’t need to experience every excursion and every thrill to erase every disturbing sensation of longing. I am completely comfortable with wanting you. I decided that when we talk about the things we’ve been through in life and the places we’ve seen, I don’t want to sit there checking off all the things I’ve done without you. I want to save some of those things for you and experience those moments with you. I don’t want my story to already be written and have you fit in at final punctuation points. I want you written and intertwined in my memoir. I want every other word to be you. So I decided not to escape the thought of you any longer traveling great distances in as many cities and towns living as high as possible during my lowest of lows. I will stay right here and pause. Because no matter how happy I am in a moment, any place in the world, my thoughts always drift to you…

3 thoughts on “Escaping The Thought Of You

  1. Hi

    Thank you. I am happy to see your  writing. It gives me a thoughtful thinking and am  happy for that. That is always my intention to see a post that gives me happiness.

    Am happy  to share at least a part of that happiness and love here as am  writing now.

    What you said in your post  is true, sometimes just a drop of that magical post in your blog  is enough to get a person to be happy.

    Well, If I wish to be happy is inevitable to keep the vibes flowing.



    Peace ✌and Love ❤

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